Crushing on a person you know you dont have a chance with
One of my mistakes
Liking a girl that i know i cant win. i think its time for me to stop cause i know its not gonna work anymore. why try when i know i cant succeed. i dont know anymore. i aint about that relationship life anymore. that can come sooner in the future but for now im done. said&done.
Fuck this.
Why can’t you grow up already! Every time I do something for you I get NOTHING back? No favors, nothing. I can’t believe you. I stood up for you! I made sure your ass didn’t get beat up. I made sure you woke up every morning to get to school. I made sure your ass is on check. You know why? Cause I fucking care. I love you dude. But at times you can’t even fucking take care of yourself! And what happened to that family first shit. You left me hanging with all the kids while you went to the park! You know we have like 8382939 kids in this family so why not help out?! I don’t know about you anymore. And you always try to avoid things. Pisses me off. I’m always the one taking the heat for your shit. I can’t handle all this stress! You annoy me to much. We may have good times but that’s very rare now. Look you’re on your own now. Can’t take your shit anymore. All I asked was for some help with the kids but no. You do this constantly. Every fuckin day. You need to take lazy ass some where else. I don’t know why I’m doing this. I think it’s stupid but I have to get this shit out of me some how. I wish I can just let out with my own words but that just ain’t me so fuck it.
